Week Two
This week has been quite something. I think that I have integrated myself into the house, but then something happens and I feel so far away from everyone. I exclude myself more than they exclude me. I try really hard to put myself out there and be vulnerable around them, but I honestly don't want to be involved. I feel safe when I am alone and that way nobody catches your words and throws them back at you. I try too hard not to be judged and I know that. I spent the majority of the day today procrastinating my homework with other work that I definitely didn't need to complete this soon. I completed my resume website today and shared it with a friend and then their roommate saw it over Erick's shoulder and expressed interest in me doing a project for him. I feel like I have too much going on to take anything else on though. I also don't feel extremely confident in my web development skills to do a big project for anybody else yet. I am incredible nervous for tomorrow...